A Shiba - Solace Lyrics

Feel so tired every night
Feel inadequate at the sight of other's success
Nothing gives me comfort anymore, it seems
I'll, stay in my room and I'll lock the door, again
I dunno what to do anymore at all, these days
Seems like everything I've done so far's a mistake
Am I really living? Or am I here just to appease others
Why am I even trying anymore. There's nothing left
Another week like this, and I think that I'll go insane
Insane
Insane
Don't know when but there's gonna be a day
Sometime in the future when I'm gonna pass away
Might be tomorrow, or in a few decades
All I know's that there's gonna be a day
I can't help but think back, to my cursed childhood
And all the time's I'd given up and taken comfort in
The pity the attention and the inverse of pride
And I don't like myself much
I regret so much, and
I will regret so much
And I regret so much, and
I will regret so much
And I regret so much, and
I will regret so much
And there is nothing left
There will be nothing left for me
There is nothing left
There will be nothing left
The feeling that all
Feeling never mattered at
All haunts me each day