A Soliman - Gone Lyrics

I wanna drink 'til I can't think
So I can stop overthinking
About the things you were thinking about me
Felt like a shot when we ended
I need a shot to pretend that
I want you to shoot your shot, but not with me
But it's hard sometimes, especially at night
To put up that fight with our memories
'Cus it's just me and my bed
I keep getting lost in my own head
But when I close my eyes to sleep all I can see is you
So I pour a drink every time I feel you are coming up
And I choke it back 'cus I'd rather do that than give a f*ck
So here's one for the great times that you and I both shared together
And two, for the home I made in those several months with you
Now onto three, you and me, it couldn't have gone any better
And four, and four more and now I'm gone
And all I can think about is how you're gone
And we're done
You're gone
Now waking up is like a bad dream
I keep on dreaming of you and me
And how you looked so god damn dreamy everyday
It's still so hard sometimes, without you by my side
I just want one more night, with you
Hah, I'm still pouring drinks but I'm the one that keeps on bringing you up
And I can't choke it back, comes too quick to react
I give a f*ck
So here's one for the great times that you and I both shared together
And two, for the home I made in those several months with you
Now onto three, you and me, it couldn't have gone any better
And four, and four more and now I'm gone
And all I can think about is how you're gone
And we're done
You're gone
Now I still remember everything that you do
How you tied your laces to the side of your shoe
The way you looked when you didn't feel too good
Even though you looked good
How did you look so good?
The way your teeth looked in your smile
Not so straight but that's what I like
And when we'd shop you'd catch my eye
You said we'd be alright
Why aren't we alright?