Don't let this ruin your day
Don't you know how selfish that is?
The morning's still dark and some dog is loudly barking
Might make your head ache
But stop
Go watch a movie in the sunroom
It's so bright and blue outside but it's too hot to move
I'm just sitting around and sweating
It's been too long since I've done something new
Leaning on my numb shoulder in bed
Picking at the niches on the wall
Like looking for an excuse to forget to put on sunscreen
And drink cheap vodka
All day
And I can hear the next door neighbor
Leaving for work
Her keys rattle like a slasher's chainsaw
And it makes me feel kind of useless but I can't let it ruin my day
And I use distractions just to do something
These ordinary aboveground everyday
Sort of riddles are tiring
And at what point do I have to stop blaming it
On the way I was raised
I won't crumble into ruin a waste