I've been thinking a lot
Maybe a little too much
I just don't see purpose anymore
Like what's the point of living
If I'm just going to mess up
Everything I do
This self destructive me
I just don't want to do it anymore
Maybe I should just end it all
I wonder what the world would
Feel if they lost someone like me
Would they care
Would they be happy
Would they be sad
I don't know
I need to go for a drive