AARONON - 6 years later (still not over u) (Sped Up) Lyrics

Why'd you have to f*ck me up, you knew i'd never heal
From all the plans that you said we'd make happen
I just know you're out there laughing, told me that I was the one
Said I was gonna be the guy you'd run away with, leave the sadness
Light it up and burn to ashes
I didn't even like you in the first place
Yet i'm the one who's sitting in the worst place
I'd finally hit a spot where I was first place
But now i'm bleeding with the lights on, you were no one to rely on
You're the person that I feel for, you're in my veins
But you snuck into my heart, now i'm f*cking insane
You kept pushing me away when it was only us two
Now it's 6 years later and i'm still not over you
And i'm still not over you
Times are rough, i'm older yet I can't help getting colder
So fixated on what money buys me but can't keep a friend beside me
Always stressin bout the things that never f*cking matter
But I know it all comes back to you, just screwed up all I ever knew
I didn't even like you in the first place
Yet i'm the one who's sitting in the worst place
I'd finally hit a spot where I was first place
But now i'm bleeding with the lights on, you were no one to rely on
You're the person that I feel for you're in my veins
But you snuck into my heart, now i'm f*cking insane
You kept pushing me away when it was only us two
Now it's 6 years later and i'm still not over you
And i'm still not over you