AAV - getaway // spyral Lyrics

I cut the curls and bleached my hair
I feel like Goku
Ain't none I owe you
I promise I'm going postal
I met a shawty who was working down at WholeFoods
I'm in control rooms
I manage how your soul moves
If you wanna make a play
Come right here I'll make a way
We be shopping Cartier
Hop up in that getaway
I'm spinning, I'm spinning
I'm coming around
They hearing the sound
I'm breaking it down
I'm spending I'm spending
It's AAV, baby, you know I ain't playing around
You know, when I come into town
I go for the crown
I go for the king
Real legend when I hop on the scene
Stand on business like I said what I mean
Yeah, I hop up in that 6SPEED
Ah ah
Lights go green
Ah ah
I'm a machine
Ah ah
All eyes on me, yeah
Hey Toni, just wanted to check in
Uh, I feel like you
You've been pretty distant
And not really being real with me
Or any of the guys
I just feel like you're gonna hurt the people. (Yeah)
You don't want to
Yeah
If I make a play, Imma do it on my time
This world so cold it be freezing up my mind
If it was up to me, I ain't doing no more crime
Haha
You know I'm lyin
If I make a play, Imma do it on my time
This world so cold it be freezing up my mind
If it was up to me, I'd do it one more time
Yeah, I'm admitting to the crime
False prophets
They lying to fill their own pockets
Lead you to sin
Give you false hope and false promises
Find a target audience
Push up the products
Flooding the markets
They selling to make their own profit until that audit
They blackballed
They act hard
'Til they get smacked off
No one can test God
But maybe that's me
Maybe I'm the key
Come and follow me
Imma lead you to defeat
If I make a play, Imma do it on my time
This world so cold it be freezing up my mind
If it was up to me, I'd do it one more time
Yeah, I'm admitting to the crime
Feels like life's been spiraling out of control
I'm not deserving of Your love
Forgiveness
My sin has hurt the people I love the most
Feels like there's no coming back, and I'm defined by my actions
I'm a villain
I'm too far gone to be saved
I've been stuck
Locked up in a cage
Lacking in maturity makes sense with my age
Only 21, but deep inside, there's still a rage
I just wanna shine, rock up on a stage
Feel I'm on my own; it be hard with the pain
Wanna let it go, but I took a leap of faith
Yeah, I took a leap of faith
And now it hurts to see her face
And for everyone I love
Feel like they all done had enough
I feel like a diamond in a rough
Tell me, is it only out of luck?
Tell me, am I gonna be enough?
It's the minute I hold back
The whole world fades to black
Am I hopeless?
Think I might be cuz I fell off track
Think I'm hard on myself, but then again, how hard can I really be
Never took the time to yank this sin that festered deep in me
I know I'm the worst and will never get what is meant for me
Only sorry I can give out is to me and
All I want is a little reconciliation
Can't believe I might've been a master of manipulation
I told myself ain't nothing wrong with a little dating
I had no patience, but I probably should've stuck to waiting
I wanted more I sped it up just like I did the cadence
Won't go to God when I'm going through different temptations
And now I'm weak
Haven't prayed in a week
I wake up and just weep
With my face in the sink
When I opened up the Word, it's like I can't even think
Wrote it off on the checklist, but I never dug deep
And now I'm slipping
Get to the root cuz I don't know why my heart tripping
A Visionary, but I got lost in the wrong vision
All I know is that I gave up on my one mission
I'm a villain
And if that's me, then I might have to give in
It's like there's no point in even trying Imma go back into sin
I'll never make it out return again and again
I'm stuck within this spiral, like my chances getting thin
I'm getting pulled down in my sorrow Imma sit
Once you hit rock bottom, it gets easier to quit
The only thing that's keeping me afloat is in my mind, there's a split
I need to get a win
Yeah, keeping it straight
I prolly never leaned into my faith
I gotta lock in if I wanna be great
Get to the gym, but it's spiritual, so I take time to pray
Muscle gon' atrophy if I treat it like a holiday
No days off, man, that's cool, but it's serious
Temptation comes in at the moment I get curious
Reset my mind at every time I start to picture it
Look in my life reflects my heart just like a mirror is
Just like a mirror does
I spent my time focused on me trying to find a buzz
Wasn't training up my soul, was getting gluttonous
I changed my mood; I was see-through, I couldn't cover up
My actions are heinous
All I need is me myself, and I
Cuz I'm strong, feel like I could never die
Dish out pain because I'm that type of guy
Spread my wings, and I might just start to fly
This the intro to spyral can go two ways
You go down, or you get pulled up
Spent a lot of time tryna get boo'd up
Spread myself thin, tryna do too much
I gave my life to Him, but I lost my touch
I don't know if I can come back
Ain't the prodigal
Where the Son at?
In the darkness
Where the sun at?
Where the love at?
Goin' ghost