AAV - pain (feat. Myles!) Lyrics

Look
I've been in a bit of a funk
Paralyzed by sin, I couldn't give it up
I've been so disconnected so long it got me feeling stuck
I traded in my weakness for a piece of Your love
Cuz I was on the edge at the point of giving up
Lost accountability this road is getting rough
And I bottled up my feelings cuz I need to show I'm tough
Last time I had this feeling, I ran to the (uh uh)
I ran to the puff puff
Yeah, I went to the wrong stuff
Part two
Did the things that I said that I wouldn't do
It's a war up in my mind
Lord, I need to come to You
Like this moment gets me blind
When it's me and"you-know-who"
That's the moment that I grew
Felt there's no way we'd improve
But I'm saved by His grace; it's sufficient for me
I got yanked out of darkness, now I finally see
Hurting
Deeper than the surface
Pain got me yearning
Feeling like I earned it
Maybe I deserve it
I know I ain't perfect
Hurting
Deeper than the surface
Pain got me yearning
Feeling like I earned it
Maybe I deserve it
I know I ain't perfect
Yeah, lately, I've been trippin
Been forgetting
Yeah, this mission I've been on
Haven't felt you in so long
I really tried to guard her heart, but man, I handled that so wrong
I went and sacrificed my life, but that just kept me pushing on
But it's in Your hands
Give it up for Your plan
Lord, I'm just praying that you shape me to a good man
These moments that I question having faith cuz I don't understand
But then I think of all my matters You've been greater than
Greater than my pain
Greater than my hurt
Greater than my past, so You still overcome these words
Yeah, greater than that grave cuz You done rose right out that dirt
Greater than my fears cuz You keep showing me my worth
Yeah, I know I ain't perfect let me learn from my mistakes
Best believe that I'm gon' grow from all these actions that I'd take
I gotta pay my dues for those emotions that I faked
And pick up all the pieces I'm just glad it ain't too late
Hurting
Deeper than the surface
Pain got me yearning
Feeling like I earned it
Maybe I deserve it
I know I ain't perfect
Hurting
Deeper than the surface
Pain got me yearning
Feeling like I earned it
Maybe I deserve it
I know I ain't perfect
I know I ain't perfect, but I'm trying my best
Putting my pride and my patience to test
Matter of fact, it's been a while since I gave a request
I don't need no more miracles I know that I'm blessed
I know that I'm Your child, and I'm loved
I'm wild, and I'm rough
You're proud; that's enough
You gon handle all this stuff
I'm compelled to love my Father up above
I drown in Your love
And I'm not here to ask for anybody's sympathy
Just sharing my heart not to garner no publicity
It's a couple things I had to tweak within my spirit, so
Imma leave it open; I don't care about my dignity
I said I've been hurting for a while
I know God's been really hearing me
I just need to lean on him
Ain't been doing that recently
Need to stick to reading and to prayer
And to talk to Him more frequently
In and out of season, but
Lately, I've been
Hurting
Deeper than the surface
Pain got me yearning
Feeling like I earned it
Maybe I deserve it
I know I ain't perfect
Hurting
Hurting