Feelin' lost inside my cup
Watch the wood moving right past me
Faded out of conversation
It's just always in the timing
Couldn't focus on the shit they sayin'
The only sense coming from the music
Jumping sides inside my head
Just to forget what's not important
Losing focus right ahead of me knowing damn well that the nights young
We all acting wreck-less
Underage attitude filling up the room
Thinking that life just got no outlet so the drugs our only avenue
Pretending for the timelines, same old ritual every weekend
Maybe I had a little too much
The truth just starts to creep in
Excuses in my absence
Cross' the room too busy glancing
All the flashes of the cameras tryna capture these reactions
Mindset retrospective
Spilling champagne on my Jordans
Till' I can't think bout tomorrow
Living in the f*cking moment
Slip away just for a minute cuz nobody gonna notice
Cuz' at the end of the night I know I'll start to feel
(Hopeless)
Feelin' lost inside my cup
Watch the wood moving right past me
Faded out of conversation
It's just always in the timing
Couldn't focus on the shit they sayin'
The only sense coming from the music
Jumping sides inside my head
Just to forget what's not important
Drown the tension in my fears
Getting lifted and thinkin' stupid
Alone with all the strangers
Common ground that we all sinners
Keeping up stay having fun, till they throwing up their cups
Always think I've had enough
But i end up out of luck
Running outta chances
Now I'm feelin' like a reject
Kids that could make Ivy
But they skippin' all they classes
Education got em' numb
Findin' answers but still guessin'
My Mondays patchin' up all of the weekends bad decisions
Feelin' pressure from my peers
I aint payin' for their actions
Freeze the moment in my head
Or at least get me distracted
Cuz' the feelins' all the same
Feelin' lost inside my cup
Watch the wood moving right past me
Faded out of conversation
It's just always in the timing
Couldn't focus on the shit they sayin'
The only sense coming from the music
Jumping sides inside my head
Just to forget what's not important