Ab Normal - Bridge Lyrics

Fell in a hellhole
Of my own fears
That I cannot take
Only get anxious
So I restrain
Myself from everything
Mentally killing me
I can't handle my self
Choking in silence
Legs dragged up from basement
Smile of a rape vict
Blood clotted platelet

Don't know what to do
Pacing back and forth in my room
Broken bridges hover 'bove my head
Try me luck
My seven of pentacles are upside down
Road to ditches
Non with riches
Filth 'came the way of my path

So I cleanse myself and hibernate
Waiting for heaven's gate
Pray for death of my own
Preference over life
If it is no good for me
The mirror split
And out came
The most of my fears
From the side of my head that I can't reach
I'm all ears
For the arrival of a ghost
Last night I met three in a alley
Got dark and so cold all of a sudden
Felt the pale horse lurking
Not prepared for the grave
So in fear I pray