Ab Normal - Fake Smile (feat. Runaway) Lyrics

Everyday is the same
I don't wanna wake up put a fake
Smile right on my face
I just hate the fact that I ain't
Alive by any means what so ever
Tryna as happy as much as I can
But such as I am
I cannot explain
It's messed up it's like there's a dark cloud on top of my head
And it rains
Every day it's so lame
And I really hate to say
That I never thought my life would've been like this
'Cause every day I be feeling like shit
It's like I'm lost from this world I'm dismissed
Vision getting blurry can't see through the mist
And I can't resist the way the feel
It's like I do not exist and it's just so unreal
Trying to be confident but it's hard to believe
In myself when everybody's against me

I've been out my zone not feeling like I'm myself
I've been all alone feeling like I need some help
Tryna take the broken pieces and put 'em all back together
But something is missing and I do not know what is missing
I know I'm breathing but truth is I don't feel like I'm living
Feeling like an emtpy shell
Going through this hell
And I'm not really feeling well
Can you even tell
Well no you can't cause I'm putting on a fake smile
The type of smile that tells you I'm doing alright
The type of smile that tells you that I sleep well at night
The type of smile that says that I'm winning all my fights
The type of smile that tells you I've been taking flight
And I'm not down to hang out cause I feel down
Isolated from the crowd cannot hear a sound
The voices in my head keep constantly shouting out loud
They tell me to hide in a hole and never get found

Why does it need to be like this
I just wanna feel inner bliss
Why does it need to be like this
Snakes in the grass they gon' hiss