Ghost Video (MV)

I been really lost and no body even found me yet
Every day's the same paranoia got me feeling stressed
Feeling like a ghost to the world I do not exist
Ain't living for shit
Waking up just for the sake of it

Cannot think
Cannot speak
Mind fog
Slurred speech
Childhood related bad dreams
Hypnagogic I'm alert in my sleep
My depression is the air that I breathe
Cold sweat but I live in the heat
Whenever I go outside
I'm always trembling with fear
I lack average human skills
I will not survive through all this shit
I been gasping for my own mental freedom
But my head is full of many demons
Anxiety got my lungs itching I cannot breathe
Been in tension for a good while
Cannot pay attention now my brain's fried
Feeling like I have already died
My life is a joke
I don't see no hope
Sometimes I wanna drown in a bathtub and hold my breathe until I choke

I been really lost and no body even found me yet
Every day's the same paranoia got me feeling stressed
Feeling like a ghost to the world I do not exist
Ain't living for shit
Waking up just for the sake of it

I don't feel anything anymore
Lost all my senses I'm numb to the core

Yeah
I don't feel nothing
I'm a ghost now
So I don't feel nothing
I don't feel nothing
I don't feel nothing
'Cause I'm a ghost now
And I don't feel nothing

I don't feel anything anymore
Lost all my senses I'm numb to the core

I been really lost and no body even found me yet
Every day's the same paranoia got me feeling stressed
Feeling like a ghost to the world I do not exist
Ain't living for shit
Waking up just for the sake of it