Ab Normal - I Hate This Place Lyrics

Moving through shit's so hard
Tryna move forward and progress
I'm not tryna be stuck ahead
I'm tryna make way out for myself
Lone walk cigarette flick
Unimpressed and my life is shit
Why's it so hard to breathe
Living my life down beneath
Down below society
I can't blend in with the rest so I sleep
Born to stay out of sight like I'm not here
Living is so overrated what do y'all see that I just cannot see
I bet it's nothing but you living a lie
Even the blind
Can see why I do not wanna stay here

Maybe I'm on the wrong page
Cannot hold my own rage
Leaking out of my small brain
Hatred stuck on my face
What got me into this place
Always ride on the same train
Keep walking the same highways
My life really just never changes
Feel I'm stuck in the matrix
Depressive disorder spread blame it on the federal institution
Living life in a system of a deceitful government organization
Cannot even imagine what it would be like for someone like me
To live in a place where they won't kill somebody for if they breathe
Under oppression can't be free
Can't say the truth not allowed to speak
Getting so close to poverty
'Cause I got messed up priorities
And yeah I know that it seems
Pretty easy to not be seen
But there are a lot of things in my life that will always stay with me
Flashbacks and memories
That I don't wanna remember at all
But I have no choice they are stuck in my mental
Engraved into me subconsciously
Feel like I am not me constantly
Glass clear psychosis symptoms
Fight 'em off with all my resilience

Don't wanna face the world
Attempted suicide from hurt
Uneasy when I'm surrounded
By people that I cannot trust
Haunted frame of mind
Suffocating might just die
Got the mindset of hoping to get hit by a truck then pass away
Luckily I'm living though
Getting real as my life go
On and on the cycle of a test from God on the human race
I've always been so patient but I cannot feel my face
Hope I'm blessed when I pray
And not stressed by fears that rule my brain