Ab Normal - Puddle of Misery Lyrics

I feel like I lost myself
Drowning in my sweat
Feeling cold but the weather is hot like 30 and above
And that's why I'm always in my zone
I don't like the stress of other people hitting up my phone
So I prefer to be alone
And it's not a shame
Don't ever ask me if I'm okay
Unless you got the medicine
Or even got the recipe
To cure my mental struggles
Help me out of this puddle
Of misery that I'm drowning in
Hoping someone could better me

Trying to survive in such a climate
Trying to adapt in such an environment
Climbing to the top but I keep falling back
Trying to get up but I don't think I can
Anymore I'm feeling so much pain
My heart is so numb and it's hurting my brain
I don't think I wanna keep living this way
I don't think I even wanna live anyway
Searching for purpose and destiny
I'm on a mission to fill up my emptiness
Somebody tell me why am I really depressed
I hate this anxiety I'm always stressed
Feeling cursed but I know that I'm blessed
If it wasn't for you then I would be dead
I wanna be the reason for your hope
And also the reason you don't feel alone