Ab Normal - This Is Enough, I Really Can't Take This Anymore. Lyrics

My soul cannot take this anymore
This is just to much to handle I had enough
No one can hear my empty screams
Falling inside a bottomless pit of childhood fears
Nobody can save me I can only save myself
But I cannot even trust my brain why do I hate myself

I am afraid of myself
Demons all in my brain demons all in my head
Telling me that I'm going to hell
All I wanna do is disappear
I do not wanna try to face my fears
I'm getting so much anxiety from the thought of sudden death
I swear my lungs hurt and I'm running out of breath
What did I ever do to deserve this
People keep judging but they only see the surface

Kill me now
Come at me