A-Banga - Neva Had Lyrics

Said I neva had
Said I neva had
Said I neva had
Said I neva had
Said I neva had

Sometimes my mental
Go ballistic
About the shit I'm livin
Dreaming bout my vision
Got Hennessy damaging my kidneys
I be poppin bottles to ease the pain
Gotta deal wit it
Turn my pain into passion
Music I put my all in it
Shooting for the stars
Ima ball
Like I'm Spaulding wit it
13 in this rocket
Watch me shoot like I'm harden wit it
Cp3 on the point I'm on guard wit it
And I get I get flagrant with the shooting
So foul wit it
Ain't nobody ever have my back
Stood on my own two
Let somebody do you a favor
They think they own you
Claim you got a gun my nigga I got a gun
Hitting shots like Jordan
223s I'm in my zone too

You wouldn't know the half
Ain't no white picket fences
All my Niggas came from the trenches
Got me bout to spazzz
You niggas can't relate to it
When you got nowhere to sleep
Hunger pains I been thru it

Said I neva had,
A swimming pool picket fences,
All my niggas came from the trenches
Said I neva had
Said I neva had
Said I neva had
Said I neva had,
A swimming pool picket fences,
All my niggas came from the trenches
Said I neva had
Said I neva had
Said I neva had

I never took a handout Nigga
Nothing was given to me
Battling my demons and thoughts
This shit imprisoning me
Neva had a mother that loved me or really Cared
Thats the reason I'll never believe a bitch who Say she there for me
Smoking til I'm comatose
Plug hit me with the drop
Say He got a load of coke
He tryna bubble coast to coast
Got a call a couple months ago
They said my mom overdosed
She survived
Said it happened like 6 months ago
I ain't even ask or wonder why I was the last to Know
It's like her 4th one
You woulda thought she caught the Holy Ghost
Might see some Niggas in philly
Before the poconos
I gotta take a trip my pen bled on every word I wrote

You wouldn't know the half
Ain't no white picket fences
All my Niggas came from the trenches
Got me bout to spazzz
You niggas can't relate to it
When you got nowhere to sleep
Hunger pains I been thru it

Said I neva had
A swimming pool picket fences
All my niggas came from the trenches
Said I neva had
Said I neva had
Said I neva had
Said I neva had,
A swimming pool picket fences
All my niggas came from the trenches
Said I neva had
Said I neva had
Said I neva had