Four Video (MV)

Who am I again?
I seem to have forgotten
I'm a kaleidoscope
Splintering, cracking bone
And I don't think you'll ever know

I've tried to do what you said
To try to not listen to my head
Nostalgia clings to me
Where do my memories go?
When I forget them, where do they go?

I don't want to miss it whileI wait
I don't want to want things once its too late
I don't think I'm supposed to be in this place
But I'll damn well try while there's no time to waste

Do you know where
I could find some parts to spare?
I can't find the issue
Is that going to be an issue?
Am I any more than a phantom pain?

Do you think I'd be fine
If I kept holding on to goodbyes
I'm never at my best
At least not in present
I was greener yesterday