abiraahmi - if the shoe fits Lyrics

Visions on visions
Have clouded the ceilings
On the inside of my eyes
Constantly dreaming of
Where we could be if
We hadn't gone outside
Sheltered and needed,
The world at our feet
And playing paradise
Content with our secrets
Watching the sheep dancing
Struggling for our pride

I hope that it was worth it
Finding joy in losing purpose
Stepping over all those bruises
Denying what your truth is
If no ones ever told you
But you feel it's about you
I promise you I don't miss
You're hurting cause the shoe fits

I see you, I need you, I miss you
Defeated, cause I can't find the words
To tell you I don't feel the way
That I used to
Each foot in different worlds
And maybe I'm wrong,
Maybe I'm right
All that I know is
All that I knew I had to fight

You think that you deserve it,
Success equates to worth it,
And if it's not achievement
You wonder, what's your reason
If no ones ever told you,
But you feel like it's about you
I promise you I don't miss
You're hurting cause the shoe fits

When all you know
Is everything you're told to be
But all you are
Is everything,
You're meant to be

For a minute it was worth it,
Finding joy in losing purpose
Stepping over all those bruises
Denying what my truth is
But if it's not achievement
I'm tryna find my reason
Even if it don't fit
Everything I once did