Abomination Girl - Lighter Shade Lyrics

I'll chase this light into the darkest places
To avoid the looks on all their faces
I've said I'm better but that's not quite true
I'm simply a lighter shade of blue

Cuz things aren't all that bad
Yet I'm still full of fear
But damn I sure am glad
That I'm still here

Today I'll try to walk off last year's shame
Hoping that it won't end up the same
I'm in between healing and breaking down
God knows I've spread that all over town

So why am I alone
With so much left to be learned
I guess it's not unknown
That inner peace is earned
I went and got me back
I'm happy with who I found
Despite all that I lack
I'm hearing a better sound