Above and Beyond - Secret Lyrics

Hey got your poison running through my veins
Feeling crazy maybe even insane
I lost myself in the shadow of your smile
It was a lie when you said I would be fine
Because of you I cried and I cried
For help when no one was listening
And no one was ever missing me

Is this what I'm meant to be
Remembered for my heresy

I said no
I do not wish to know
Every dirty secret you own
This time I'll unwind
Without any doubt in my mind

So here I am living on a blurred line of insanity and clarity
All because you gave me this false sense of security
Why should I expect you to care
You're just some apparition that's not really there
Make me waste my time and throw my mind away

Keep my eyes open so I don't fall in my own grave
Without you in my life I know I can still be saved

I said no
I do not wish to know
Every dirty secret you own
This time I'll unwind
Without any doubt in my mind

Tomorrow I'll be fine
Tomorrow I'll be fine

No cuz I never knew the truth
Your arms were a noose
I never wanted anything to do with you
Yet here I am bound to this day
Just like your slave
But I'm starting to break away
I don't love you I don't need you I am above you I am through
Call me a user but I was the one being used
Your a painkiller trying to comfort me
But in addition to the pain you're killing me

I said no
I do not wish to know
Every dirty secret you own
This time I'll unwind
Without any doubt in my mind

Tomorrow I'll be fine
Without you in my life
Yeah oh