Abrasia - Low Vibrations Lyrics

I tried
And lost
Kept trying
Kept losing
At what point
Does this end
Who knows
Try, not to stay
Around, these low, vibrations
This self education
Has brought me inside
The keys to my Shadow self
Soon to arise
Self actualization
A journey I tried
Taking priority
On my mental health side
Again, back at square one
But it's not, quite the same game
New experience, not so mysterious
Loosened up, and not as serious
Lost connection
To the Ether?
Imagination?
Of the worst yet to come
I Try to not stay
Around
These low
Vibrations
Broke my foun-dation
And lost all my pride
The fees that I'm paying
So now I will rise
Getting, passed
Through the guilt and the shame
Of trying to be someone better today!
(It Never stops
It just keeps going
Just gotta keep kickin it man
Just keep kickin it
Just keep kickin it
Just keep kicking it)