Absence of Truth - Nevermore Lyrics

Let me sit and think for a moment
I'll never let you down, never give up
If I made a wrong, I would surely own it
I'll say I mean behind gritted teeth

In all that time did you learn to lose me
Or was it me who just lost myself
Without you there's no reason to be
I pray my worries and fears can't be helped

And back then, it was two as one
Waking up just to greet the sun
I see, it was all in good fun
It never mattered, everything I've done

Then forget about all those times we had
Whatever happened to forever
I can't hate you, can't be mad
Those were the best times I ever had

As I count the days in my head
More time passes without you
More and more I wish I was dead
I'm not sorry if these words disturb you

Let me sit and think for a moment
I'll never let you down, never give up
If I made a wrong, I would surely own it
I'll say I mean behind gritted teeth

I've written these words time and time again
Every time it feels the f*cking same
Now's the time I leave it all behind
Because I've got nothing more to gain from this

Then tell me sorry, say you'll make amends
I'll say it won't ever happen again
Locked up in my cage of sorrow
Never looking forward to waking up tomorrow

Nevermore

I think I'm so f*cking smart for thinking nothing matters
All because I lost one bit of happiness at a time

As I count the days in my head
More time passes without you
More and more I wish I was dead
I'm not sorry if these words disturb you

Let me sit and think for a moment
I'll never let you down, never give up
If I made a wrong, I would surely own it
I'll say I mean behind gritted teeth

In all that time did you learn to lose me
Or was it me who just lost myself
Without you there's no reason to be
I pray my worries and fears can't be helped

And back then, it was two as one
Waking up just to greet the sun
I see, it was all in good fun
It never mattered, everything I've done