absent - Drowning (feat. Taylor Parsons) Lyrics

You don't mean anything you say
Different story every day
I can only do so much for so long
It's okay that you're gone
They say time heals all wounds
But I'm still bleeding over you
I'd be a lie if I said I was happy for you
You say you're changing but you never do

You leave me drowning and you know I can't get up from under
These waves are crashing
When the rain comes so does the thunder
You leave me drowning

Thinking back to the past when you had my back
But that didn't last
Sleeping on the concrete hungry
Family never had any
But thats alright I'm okay
In the night I'm afraid
But you didn't stay and I needed you
Everything we been through
Didn't mean shit
You were the woman I wanted to die with
For I would've gave my life at any time
At a drop of a dime
I was yours you were mine
Ruled the world
So I thought I was lost in the moment
And you had trouble with commitment
Hurt me you loved every minute
Yellin at me are you finished
Can I talk can we love each other
Can you be faithful can you be honest
Can you be truthful can you be modest
For just one second where our passion go
Where our attraction go
Lately I can't stand the sight of you
Hurts me to say but its true
You're drifting away and I know you knew
There's nothing else to say
You made your choice you left at the end of the day
Leaving me to the demons of the night
What's love without a fight
I guess not much cuz you gave up
I wasn't enough
To be honest life without you is tough but

You leave me drowning and you know I can't get up from under
These waves are crashing
When the rain comes so does the thunder
You leave me drowning

I'm stuck reminiscing missing every moment that we had
With me luck I'm thinking of the connection that didn't last
We were toxic we were bad
You were fake bionic and its sad
That you changed
You've been with so many people do you know my name
Probably not
Second thought
Lately I've been thinking maybe were better off apart
Ive been fixing this hole in my heart
You did your dirt
I dont wanna hear your words
All you do is hurt
And I'm done you had your fun
And the worst part is
You're the only one that I ever miss
Thinking about the house and the future kids
That we planned type of love no one understood
Now I stand alone
You left me in a burning home
You're the fire in the furnish one day you lost control
And all your lies paid a final toll

You leave me drowning and you know I can't get up from under
These waves are crashing
When the rain comes so does the thunder
You leave me drowning