Balcony Video (MV)

I'm smoking cigarettes and lots of weed
Always on my balcony
Smoke 'em where I want and please tell me
If there's a time I'm not in pain
Wishing it would go away
Maybe I should try and refrain

Undo, reset my baseline
Withdrawal till I feel fine
Reflect on what I was
And all the things I don't like

Undo, reset my baseline
Withdrawal till I feel fine
Repeating all the feelings
Till I know what I like

Agh!
I'm tired
Still not getting higher
All these fumes that I'm consuming
Slow my movement
Keep me useless
I said
Agh!
I'm tired
Still can't get inspired
All these substances I'm using
Keep me loose
So I won't lose it

Let's go

A deep breath
I feel fine
Got no stress
On cloud 9
I got no need to worry
I'm certain that I'll be alright
My life can loose it's meaning
Take breaks man, f*ck that healing
Pull fast, undo concealing
Give away, indulge in feeling

I'm smoking cigarettes and lots of weed
Always on my balcony
Smoke 'em where I want and please tell me
If there's a time I'm not in pain
Wishing it would go away
Maybe I should try and refrain

Up on my balcony
It's where I need to be
Up on my balcony
It's where I need to be

Time to go sober
Feel the weight on my shoulders
Never easy, always boring
Wanna get that shit over
Nothing changes
And anything can start once it's over
Pull the smoke into my lungs
Try'n' to feel any closure

Let's go

I know the feels I'm feeling
Although the pain is healing
I use my substances to help me
When I'm done concealing

I know the feels I'm feeling
Although the pain is healing
I use my substances to help me
When I'm done concealing

I know the feels I'm feeling
Although the pain is healing
I use my substances to help me
When I'm done concealing

I know the feels I'm feeling
Although the pain is healing
I use my substances to help me
When I'm done concealing

I'm smoking cigarettes and lots of weed
Always on my balcony
Smoke 'em where I want and please tell me
If there's a time I'm not in pain
Wishing it would go away
Maybe I should try and refrain

I'm smoking cigarettes and lots of weed
Always on my balcony
Smoke 'em where I want and please tell me
If there's a time I'm not in pain
Wishing it would go away
Maybe I should try and refrain

Up on my balcony
It's where I need to be
Up on my balcony
It's where I need to be