ABSTRACT dreamr - Choices Lyrics

Sitting here at three in the morning
Thinking bout, all my choices
Thinking bout how I got here Just quiet the voices, I can't
Some say that life ain't fair, why?
Every time I try, every tear I cry
A piece of me dies, can't live in this lie
Wanna close my eyes, my dreams alright but

I can't do it no more
I'm turning the page
You slamming the door
I've been here before
What I'm doing this for
People tell me I'm talented, lucky me
Would've gave it all just to gain back me
Would've stayed in school
Would've got my degree Would've kept my cool
Would've changed some things

I look to the stars and I ask God, why I bleed
Nobody is there, so I walk through the breeze
It's cold, no degrees, bring a coat and a sheet

I'm hoping one day I'll be free from this pain
I lay down my head, close my eyes, should I pray
If there's really a God, I hope he hears what I'm saying
Yeah