Abyss Box - Arguably Not (Demo) Lyrics

I'm contemplating whether to go
Need distraction from the mess
That's been build up inside my head

I'm contemplating if I should
Have another this time for to good
Why do answers come so slow?

Approaching quickly
I don't mind
My feet just started
Can't leave them behind

Approaching quickly
I like it a lot
Good idea though?
It's all I've got

Still debating if I care
The music's shit people everywhere
In a world far away from mine

Still debating why even try
Got no goal but it's set too high
Don't want answers, just want to know

Approaching quickly
I don't mind
My feet just started
Can't leave them behind

Approaching quickly
I like it a lot
Good idea though?
Arguably not