Abyssal Effigy - Parasite Lyrics

I can't look back without feeling used
You left me an empty shell
And I resent you for it
You were a parasite that
Crawled under my skin
Consuming my will to live
Feeding off of who I am

In bouts of depression he pulled at his roots
Just drop this axe and take my f*cking head off
I'm so sick of this life I'm so sick of everything
I don't want to be here anymore
I hate fighting myself for a
Split seconds peace of mind
In this god forsaken existence
I want eternal silence to engulf me
So I can leave it all behind

I can't look back without feeling used
You left me an empty shell
And I resent you for it
You were a parasite
That crawled under my skin
Consuming my will to live
Feeding off of who I am

When the sky gave no answer
He lashed against the stars instead
His eternal cries rang out
What once brought me joy
Now only fuels my hate
I wish to consume it all
And have the earth swallow me whole
I'm so angry at myself, and you, and him
And everyone and everything
I can't take this anymore

I can't look back
Without feeling used
You left me an empty shell
And I resent you for it
You were a parasite
That crawled under my skin
Consuming my will to live
Feeding off of who I am

Who
I can't function the way I once had
I wish everything you did to me
To come back on you
I wish I had never met you or them
I hope you all eat this bullshit
And it makes you f*cking sick

I can't look back
Without feeling used
You left me an empty shell
And I resent you for it
You were a parasite
That crawled under my skin
Consuming my will to live
Feeding off of who I am.

I hope you all eat this bullshit
And it makes you sick