Girl I know I'm losing it
Wish that I could finish this
Fix my mind cause it's damaged
Fix my heart that's abandoned
Girl I know that I ain't shit
Sorry if I offended
Trynna be a better man
But I feel like I'm diminished
Girl I know that I ain't shit
I ain't gonna make a list
I ain't gonna make it through this hell that you have left me in
Left me on my own and now I'm f*ckin losin' it
Wanna just be perfect but I'm controlled by imperfections
Imperfect at heart cause that's just my world
Manifesting destiny of greatness then The Feelings swirl and coalesce
Act like adolescences
Insolence on the outside but my true self makes an entrance
Stuck within a state of bliss of ignorance intolerance
All my thoughts profound like bitch
Why can't you just see how you make me feel
Why can't I just step back from poppin' pills
To feel happy prescriptions get filled
Like my head with my fake friends
Wishes for my health but they just want my life to end
Breaking down I start to bend
Following my heart and not the current trends
Leave me alone I
Wanna go home and
It's all in my head but
I'm really sorry
Girl I know I'm losing it
Wish that I could finish this
Fix my mind cause it's damaged
Fix my heart that's abandoned
Girl I know that I ain't shit
Sorry if I offended
Trynna be a better man
But my I feel like I'm diminished