Acapla - Problem Lyrics

I feel like I am breaking down
My soul is bleeding on the ground
When death seems better than my life
That's a problem
It seems like everything I do
Just leaves me hollow through and through
When nothing excites me like it used to
That's a problem

Sometimes I try to look back
When I was just a boy
To see at some point if I ever felt this thing called joy
What's that I don't know
That words not in my soul
All I see are my feelings that I wish I f*cking destroyed
But I can't go back now
That part of me is dead
The little boy who had a dream to become someone who bled
Now look at me, I'm a f*cking bloodless mess
Cause my feelings drained out of my wrists and seeped into my bed
I'm a mess ill admit it
When every part of me just wants to disappear
If I had a single wish it would be to fear
Cause lately where I want to be is six feet under here
Is that a problem

I feel like I am breaking down
My soul is bleeding on the ground
When death seems better than my life
That's a problem
It seems like everything I do
Just leaves me hollow through and through
When nothing excites me like it used to
That's a problem

I know I need to cheer up
And look at life going forward
But I can't help it when my throat is falling through the floor
Why's that Anxiety, society demands we give them more
But what else do I have to give except my life in war huh
What am I doing here
I have no one, not a soul in here
If I died today, no one would miss me here
I'm alone you see, no-one with love in here
I know eventually, we all find the one
But not me, no-no I'm the lonely one
The only one that could fix me is myself and I
And he is done while I am broken why
Can't I wake up, I'm in this depression coma
And while I want to get up, my bodies locked in backup
Oh lord I know I gave up, on you but I am asking please
Can you help me fix up, these problems developing me ya-a-a

I feel like I am breaking down
My soul is bleeding on the ground
When death seems better than my life
That's a problem
It seems like everything I do
Just leaves me hollow through and through
When nothing excites me like it used to
That's a problem