Tell myself on the ride home.
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Getting tired, hating all I've known.
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Holding on like it's all I have.
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Count me out when it's clear that I
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find it hard to say.
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And you find it hard to care.
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I wanted to see something that's different,
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something you said would change in me.
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Wanted to be anything different,
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everything you would change in me.
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Got this way, up front but never true.
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God, I'm wrong, it's just the way I am.
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Crashing down any chance you'll hear.
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Caving in any chance that you,
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could see inside of me.
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And I, I'll know what to say,
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It's fine, this isn't Hollywood.
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So fine, getting in your way.
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I wanted to see something that's different,
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something you said would change in me.
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Wanted to be anything different,
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everything you would change in me.
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I'm taking a chance,
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this could be different.
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This could be all I'm waiting for.
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Taking a chance,
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this could be different.
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This could be all I'm waiting for.
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I wanted to see something that's different,
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something you said would change in me.
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Wanted to be anything different,
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everything you would change in me.
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Something that's different (something that's different)
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