I believe in God
But sometimes this shit get hard sometimes
(Red That hoe so f*ckin' bumping' bruh)
Ummm ummm
I know nobody really know just how I'm feeling
Tears in my eyes as I'm staring at the ceiling
Tears in my eyes as I'm staring at ya pictures
Crying out to God I'm just hoping that he listening
3 in the morning and I swear you got me crying
3 in the morning and it's feeling like I'm dying
Ain't been to sleep in days I'm tryna find my way out
It's really feeling like the devil got his way now
Tossing and turning as my phone ring
It's my cousin Kita
I'm like hello she like you heard Lord us Jesus
She said I'ma let yo auntie tell you I'm like tell me what
Hold on she beeping in let me see what's going on cuz
Hey TeTe don't tell me that it's something bad
She said calm down but yo daddy got shot in the head
Tears running down my face
Please don't take my dad away
Know we got some ups and downs but can't nobody take his place
Umhum can't nobody take his place
That's my twin if you look at me you see him in my face
And my heart really broke right now
Can't even joke right now
Wanna hug my folks right now
I know nobody really know just how I'm feeling
Tears in my eyes as I'm staring at the ceiling
Tears in my eyes as I'm staring at ya pictures
Crying out to God I'm just hoping that he listening
3 in the morning and I swear you got me crying
3 in the morning and it's feeling like I'm dying
Ain't been to sleep in days I'm tryna find my way out
It's really feeling like the devil got his way now
Pick up that ruger cock it back I'm ready to murk somebody
Pasting through the house pulling my hair I'm ready to hurt somebody
And I ain't stupid know that bitch got some to do with this
Tryna let it go but I don't know by going through with this
See this pain
Thinking bout my daddy wit a bullet in his brain
I just hope and pray that he remember all our names
Oh lord
Its so hard
I'm tryna to make it right but it's yo choice
I'm hurting and I'm hurting I'm hurting yea
I can't see em in the dirt the dirt yea
Bout my people then on me you gotta see me
God you got my attention okay I'm listening
I know nobody really know just how I'm feeling
Tears in my eyes as I'm staring at the ceiling
Tears in my eyes as I'm staring at ya pictures
Crying out to God I'm just hoping that he listening
3 in the morning and I swear you got me crying
3 in the morning and it's feeling like I'm dying
Ain't been to sleep in days I'm tryna find my way out
It's really feeling like the devil got his way now