Aceox - Betrayed Reloaded Lyrics

My friends back stabbed me, no time wasted
Opportunity arrived, I turned into Aceox
They turned their f*cking back to me and left me god damn hangin'
Always helped 'em, that's the thanks? Wow bangin'
I'm on my f*cking own, nearly no single soul got my back
My fam thinks I'm just a dreamer and so god damn f*cking wack
My friends back stabbed me 'til I was metaphorically dead
Now I am Aceox, they don't dare to do that shit again
Everyone I know moved on with their god damn lives
I barely make it by, my entire life is a lie
I kinda feel bad for offending everyone I know
But then again, that show saved me, let's f*cking go
My ex wanted me dead, my friends had me back stabbed
Slowly I turned from a nice guy into a mad lad
My family wants me to get a real secure job
And me? I'm still trying to get the f*ck up
I feel so betrayed by everyone
No one got my back, I'm a damned one
No love for someone like me
Always trapped, never free
Still tryin' to make it in this buiz
Even though I know it's risky as shit
Especially since no one backs me up
I feel so betrayed by all those punks
I must not feel god damn sorry for those I offend
I know if they had the chance, they'd back stab me again
And that's that, gotta kill off my emotions
Or else I can only hope in my devotion
They tell me don't do this, ah, don't do that, ah
Stop acting bad, yah, you're a twat, ah
Give up, you're not a f*cking natural to rap
Bad will never be good, and all of that crap
They push me down to the ground
Reaching for the crown, screaming out loud
The things I put into my work make me damn proud
I gotta figure this out before I drown
Man I feel so shit every f*cking day
Being a heartless ass is hard, I be smoking some jay
I thought it would be as easy as flicking a switch
But it ain't like that, man what was I thinking? Ah shit
I feel so betrayed by everyone
No one got my back, I'm a damned one
No love for someone like me
Always trapped, never free
Still tryin' to make it in this buiz
Even though I know it's risky as shit
Especially since no one backs me up
I feel so betrayed by all those punks
I have no one I can depend on if I had to
I wasn't given a single chance, man, that's so true
They so rude, friends broke away after school
Everyone left me in despair, that's god damn rude
I'm the only one I can depend on, trust and love
It's too risky to trust others, they always want some more
They want you to help them, but never helping you
And after you're done helping, they be acting f*cking crude
They take and take like a f*cking freeloader
Until the only things left are hatred, can't fix it with clover
You tell 'em of your dream and they keep laughing on
Shaking their f*cking heads as if they had f*cking won
I see online everyone I knew has a life
While I'm still down, feels like a cutting knife
In my chest it hurts, and I don't know why
Why me, and not someone who betrayed me for shite?
I feel so betrayed by everyone
No one got my back, I'm a damned one
No love for someone like me
Always trapped, never free
Still tryin' to make it in this buiz
Even though I know it's risky as shit
Especially since no one backs me up
I feel so betrayed by all those punks