Aceox - Construction in My Mind Lyrics

I need to find my life in time
Try to get by alright
I think, that you know
That I tried to find you
In my heart
And you don't like that I
Fight for my rights and
That I think on my own
It's cool!
Try to accept my fate!
Construction in my head
Can't think straight ahead, and
Can't see where it'll end
Maybe then I'll be free
And see what it means
Ending this chaos for real
Well, I've been gone for so long
It goes on and on, lost in my head
I say that I am your best friend and all that
Though I am unsure!
My mind and my head, under construction and
No help and no pain, when I'm gone
Don't you tell me how selfish I am!
Construction in my head
Can't think straight ahead, and
Can't see where it'll end
Maybe then I'll be free
And see what it means
Ending this chaos for real
I am out of my mind and I can't seem to find
What is right in a world where you're forbidden to try
Or even fail and cry, pretend you're strong and fight
Don't mind me, I'm just here with my god damn broken mind
I can't see straight, my head is in pieces
Chaos consumes me, I think I'm Jesus
Can't decide if I'm an adult or still a fetus
I'm surrounded by people, they're so devious it's tedious
Say, care to explain why we all suffer quietly?
I won't remain, so be quick while I cackle maniacally
I am aware that my life will end someday
Try to detain my soul, gotta join the soul-train
I don't need to find a reason to be alive, alright?
Though it sure doesn't hurt to at least damn try!
Pry open my mind, hoping to find out what it means
To be myself without having to compromise, that would be tight!
Construction in my head
Can't think straight ahead, and
Can't see where it'll end
Maybe then I'll be free
And see what it means
Ending this chaos for real
I know I'm not the best when it comes to rap
But at least I try to wreck everyone with my tracks!
And that's that, don't think of me as less
I am equal to everyone in every way, that's a fact!
Don't twist my words around, I'll know when you do
Don't put words in my mouth, man, I'm no fool
I can see you, see you doing what you think is true
You lie to yourself, your actions are my proof!
Why do you think we as a species are suffering?
We take one step forward and two steps back!
Still hung up on that question? I can see your brain buffering
We gotta advance and evolve, just like this track!
I swear we could do everything if we'd cooperate!
Though hate gets in the way, it's always the same
We try to be ourselves but our soul's being taken away
We need to stand firm and speak our mind, never sway!
Construction in my head
Can't think straight ahead, and
Can't see where it'll end
Maybe then I'll be free
And see what it means
Ending this chaos for real
Construction in my head
Can't think straight ahead, and
Can't see where it'll end
Maybe then I'll be free
And see what it means
Ending this chaos for real