Cursed Video (MV)

Man, I feel like my god damn life is crashing down, and how!
Try to reel in a shitty job in a company which is damn renowned!
But I keep getting big fat no's! Bitch I experience only wack lows!
Man, I can't cope! Can't get a job training to make a damn pack of dough, ya!
I try to reach people with my songs but f*cking hell, man, I can't!
Try to prolong my dead career but I'm so god damn f*cking damned, and
Got no cash and no friends, man, I swear everyone's a f*cking foe!
I gotta choose between a bitch and a bitch ass motherf*cking hoe! God damn I'm so low!
I keep trying to get shit done and survive for years to no end
Nothing I do changes my situation, it's a f*cking trend that I rant
I put out my music, trying to land but I can't! Those are the facts!
I always come back but never get there 'cuz my music f*cking lacks!
My head voice is telling me to end it all, my chest coughs wrong!
My blackened lung screams for help, yet I hit another forced bong!
My meds kill my liver! My skin's trying to escape and my mind is just gone!
Got my head in the clouds! Air it all out! Try to create a numb sound!
F*ck this life! F*ck my pride! I always try but f*ck it up all night!
Can't see the light! Not feeling alive! My life cuts me like a sharp knife!
My rhymes so shite! I try to get by! All I motherf*cking do is survive!
I have no might, have no pride, have no light, I'm so damn cursed, alright?
Look at me, bitch! I'm a nobody trying to survive and shine!
My teachers were right! I'll be living a life of grime just to f*cking die!
Got nothing to live for! I f*ck up my entire god damn life!
No wonder I'm so f*cking pissed all the god damn f*cking time!
My soul wanders an endless maze as I fall from grace
I gaze at the stars at night and wonder if that's an embrace
My life's like an arms race, gotta outpace and erase the enemy
Need to replace this showcase's disgrace with something life's handing me
I must not be picky! I can't choose whatever the f*ck I want!
I gotta take what I get! Even the icky drugs stashed in my trunk!
This shit's tricky! I keep trying to clean up this mess I call life!
Every time I feel sickly and come crashing down on a knife!
Got no friends to rely on, my fam got their own problems
No stable income, gotta find help, even if it's help from goblins
I keep falling down a bottomless pit in my soul and that's that
It's been like this since I can remember, can't wait to f*cking land
I truly am cursed, it's finally clear to me
I know my pleas sound rehearsed, all I want is my fear to leave
I'm deformed by this misery I call my own f*cking life
Wow! This is very pretentious and melodramatic! Alright, good bye!
F*ck this life! F*ck my pride! I always try but f*ck it up all night!
Can't see the light! Not feeling alive! My life cuts me like a sharp knife!
My rhymes so shite! I try to get by! All I motherf*cking do is survive!
I have no might, have no pride, have no light, I'm so damn cursed, alright?
Look at me, bitch! I'm a nobody trying to survive and shine!
My teachers were right! I'll be living a life of grime just to f*cking die!
Got nothing to live for! I f*ck up my entire god damn life!
No wonder I'm so f*cking pissed all the god damn f*cking time!
In my head all I hear is die, die, die!
I'll f*ck this curse binding me to this wack ass mortal life!
The voices scream at me kill, kill, kill!
Shut the f*ck up or I'm gonna get out the motherf*cking drill! Bitch!
Burn those hoes! Shoot those f*cks! Kill those crones! Throw up guts!
Break his nose! Curse this cuck! Smash his bones! Wack that bug!
I'll find this f*cking witch and reflect that f*cking curse!
Until she throws up nails over and over 'til she's f*cking hurt!