Aceox - Death Ahead Lyrics

See?
Hold up!
Had a dream when I grow up
Gonna make myself a name 'til my f*cking way shows up
Never cared for money or fame, never wanted to blow up
But now I'm sitting, bills stacking and telling me to motherf*cking
Grow up! Oh f*ck!
I think I've reached my limit, making music's now a business
That's not what I want!
I talk 'bout bitches and drugs, cash and bitch ass bad quick f*cks
My mind is racing fast like it's the quick brown f*cking fox
I wanna tell stories! The f*ck happened to that?
Wanted to inspire people but now I'm actin' like a twat
Man, are you already bored? Ah jeez!
I make mumble rap shit, talkin' 'bout how I'm the real Jason Voorheese!
They were right, I'm just another no-name!
Another tiny fish in the ocean of wack ass damn rappers beaten at his own game!
I'm so f*cking tired, it ain't what I wanted to be!
I wanted to leave a giant great f*cking legacy!
But all I see in the distance of my f*cking future
Is a f*cking sign saying death ahead, you f*cking loser!
I'm going insane, this shit is f*cked!
I have no skills you could deconstruct!
I can't sing! I can't rap!
I can't even play a single f*cking instrument!
Man, when I can't find a rhyme for my next motherf*cking line
I try but miss cloud nine and start some trouble with hard complex time
It's really f*cking aggravating, makes me wanna beat up motherf*cking punks
I shoot some redneck cunts with a pump action, put a forty-five in my trunk
I feel anger and tension, gotta loosen up, ay
I tend to mention that I want to shoot those punks, ya
Conflicting emotions, leaving an oozing blood-trail
Loosing to the third dimension, well, doswidanya!
F*ck this jealousy! F*ck this pride!
F*ck this wrath! And f*ck my life!
F*ck this devilry! F*ck up time!
I am f*cking divided between the left and the god damn right!
Here in my crib I tried bribing myself for a final good time but I could not find
What is right in places like these, man, I'm on a roll of god damn f*cking lies
Story time, bitch, I commit a crime and cut you up like a god damn f*cking swine
Du minderbemittelter Hurensohn bist so ein dummer behinderter Bastard!
I'm so f*cking tired, it ain't what I wanted to be!
I wanted to leave a giant great f*cking legacy!
But all I see in the distance of my f*cking future
Is a f*cking sign saying death ahead, you f*cking loser!
I'm going insane, this shit is f*cked!
I have no skills you could deconstruct!
I can't sing! I can't rap!
I can't even play a single f*cking instrument!
I'm a fool!
I thought I could become a skilled rapper
Making music, talkin' 'bout some serious bangers
But look at me now! do you see now?
I ain't free, wow! Trapped and feel down!
Can't see the light showing me my future life
My future wife will listen and think I'm a stupid swine
The f*ck is time? My f*cking end is nigh!
I can't f*cking believe I wasted everything for this god damn f*cking grime!
It's a non-stop grind, no payoff just wasted time
Not increasing my skill, it f*cks up my f*cking pride
We ain't on the same line, I need some fame time
I need to evolve, become a better artist, walk on a frail line
I don't think I'm meant to be the best, I only got me and my motherf*cking tracks
Rap is so lame man I can't comprehend the predicament when making god damn rap tracks
The argument between my heart and soul is a bickering of something I never ever had
Thinking back to the old times of me and my friends, they stood by my side 'til the bitter end!
God damn!
Motherf*cker!
Yeah!
But where they at, though?
F*cking traitors!
Backstabbing pieces of shit, man!
Damn!
I'm better off without you anyways, so
Suck my dick, bitch!