In My Hell Reloaded Video (MV)

My dream is to rap, banging beats so rad
I know it's been risky making cash with tracks
But I will prevail for my dream, and all of that
I want to laugh at those who will be damn mad
I want to show everyone who I f*cking am
Not on my own my whole fam got my back
As long as I have a dream I'll live like a man
Not gonna give up like everyone else, wack
I'm not someone to speak in tounges
Even though it is f*cking hard on my lungs
Gotta strip down my lyrics in length, motherf*cker
Because I still can't rap like a f*cking chopper
It's always a challenge to make my lyrics fit
I struggle making shit that is motherf*cking lit
I really wonder,can't I be tame and chill?
The pain slowly is going in for the kill
In my hell
Living in my own hell
Burning slowly 'til I melt
I feel dead
Take my heart, it is darker than the darkest night
Fake ass friends f*cked me, yet I'm alright
Backstabbed me and f*cked my mind
I want to act bad, spit on 'em 'til they're blind
I'm on my own, challenges ahead
When nothing works, it makes me menacingly mad
My life keeps telling me it's slipping away
Tip-toeing on thin ice every f*cking day
Whenever it's time to make a f*cking decision
It's always live or die, I pray
Choices are handled with tight precision
This god damn ice breaks any day, okay
Jeez, I can make it on my own
Rappin' on my own beats feels like coming home
It makes me feel free, I'm totally me
No god damn bitch will take it away, I'm free
In my hell
Living in my own hell
Burning slowly 'til I melt
I feel dead
In my hell
Living in my own hell
Burning slowly 'til I melt
I feel dead