Acid Snow - John Doe Lyrics

Sisyphus, please show yourself
I need to know how you live like this
Every day, monotonous
Living, but still in hells depths
I wait every day with bated breath
For the blessing you may call death

Bury me
Six feet deep in an unmarked grave
It's okay to just forget my name
Leave me as a John Doe
Drowning in the undertow

I don't have the words to say
To aptly apologize
For the disappointing mess I've become
Before your eyes
And I'm afraid that it'll take an act
Of the divine
To show me I don't have to view life from the other side

Bury me
Six feet deep in an unmarked grave
It's okay to just forget my name
Leave me as a John Doe
Drowning in the undertow

A life beyond eighteen just wasn't f*cking meant for me
I feel betrayed, and so ashamed for what I've come to be

I feel so strange, f*cking deranged
Or maybe I'm just melodramatic
But do I have just what it takes
To try to escape
It's just a leap of faith

Bury me
Six feet deep in an unmarked grave
It's okay to just forget my name
Leave me as a John Doe
Drowning in the undertow

I feel so strange, goddamn deranged
Or maybe it's just a cry for help
So bury me, don't bury me
Don't let me take a leap of faith