Acting Like You - Feel My Pain! Lyrics

This time I say goodbye
To you
This time I will lie to
Myself
I'll hold my breath tonight
For you
I hope that I will die
Tonight
I swear to god
I swear to me
I am too bored
I am the enemy
I want you to feel my pain
I want you to just decay
I need a dose of novocaine
I don't want to know any other way
'Cause I want you to feel my pain
I want you to just decay
'Cause I think I'm going insane
'Cause I want to slay myself
I want to die tonight
And close my eyes
I want to end my life
And suffocate
I wanna stop to fight
And feel alive
I want to lose my sight
Just one last night
I swear to god
I swear to me
I am too bored
I am the enemy
I want you to feel my pain
I want you to just decay
I need a dose of novocaine
I don't want to know any other way
'Cause I want you to feel my pain
I want you to just decay
'Cause I think I'm going insane
'Cause I want to slay myself
And once that I'll be dead
Everything will be perfect for you
And way before you even knew
I felt so goddamn scared
I want you to feel my pain
I want you to just decay
I need a dose of novocaine
I don't want to know any other way
'Cause I want you to feel my pain
I want you to just decay
'Cause I think I'm going insane
'Cause I want to slay myself
I want you to feel my pain
I want you to just decay
I need a dose of novocaine
I don't want to know any other way
'Cause I want you to feel my pain
I want you to just decay
'Cause I think I'm going insane
'Cause I want to slay myself