FIRSTBORN OH LORD
Yup, lately I've been starring at the stars
But I don't thank the universe at all, I thank the God
Holding weight over my shoulders like life is a competition
But nobody's really far ahead they good at just pretending
Snap a picture on your phone, posting creates the image
That it's all good, and yeah it's all good
And yet you never feeling good enough
Tell my story for the world, it ain't a perfect one
Chills go racing right down your spine
Take a sip to numb the pain
Just wait a minute you'll be fine
Keep on running towards your dreams
While mine have been left behind
Young role model just trying to get it right
Is there a person who is free from the devil
Cause late at night, he playing games with my mind
Embellishing all the time, crazy how we judging each other
Committing crimes that we all did
Trapped by opinions on how I should live
Lately I've been starring at the stars
Waiting, patient, arms, legs, and mind racing
The loudest in the room with many silent thoughts
What's my purpose, I keep asking and get no response
Used to want to change the world influence people
Make a difference for the ones that I love
Well here's a preview I never been a hero
I ain't no Superman, the more I find out
Bout myself the less I understand
I realized I'm more Bruce Wayne than Dark Night
A small circle sees my face and knows my real life
There's a cost to chasing dreams found out the hard way
Not everybody will agree, I made my peace with that
Was born to lead create a model that the kids could follow
I just learned to play my Role like Dennis in Chicago
Will God bless it, heaven stretching from the clouds
No more living your praises, I just want to make you proud