[ Featuring Adam J Feather ]
Waitin' for the pills to kick in
Listen for the hammer clickin'
Silence covers up the wicked
Brains about to get evicted
Violence is the only mission
Crushed by the sound of wishin'
I don't mind my own innocence
See, I've never felt any acceptance
And I wasn't born with no sense
Strictly speaking, this is my weakness
And it's probably fatal
Just a lazy irate asshole doin' 80 on the daily
Usually find me pacin', mind is spacin'
Feeling faded, livin' life on a day-to-day basis
Don't f*ck with anyone that ain't wasted
I got life but I ain't motivated
I got body but my mind is vacated
Don't understand why my soul is so tainted
Faces twistin', fallin' into depression
Man I hate this shit yo I miss you
Every day I miss the old me
But I'm truly tryna confess
My obsession with the way you move me
Had me feelin' like a blessin'
Now I'm feelin' like pressin'
This .38 to my forehead and pullin' the trigger
I'm red with the hate you put me through
Yet I feel lost without you
Ain't it's strange how all these things went
All the time spent, and the memories
At least I got that, I guess
My heart is still a mess
And this pain I don't address
I just tuck it away with a f*ck and a rave
Make a buck and take one step closer to the grave
Cause my mind's made up, y'all, I'm slippin' away
It's just my fate
So Imma keep goin', ain't slowin'
Get your head in the game, man
Ain't no time for thinkin'
Just start drinkin'
It'll all go away
Just a small price to pay
Gotta deal with the pain, somehow
Anyway it's time to do this shit and get the play
Pull this hit and get away
Trigger, bullet on the way
(Trigger)
(Trigger)
(Trigger)
(Trigger)
Why'd I pull the trigger
Why'd I pull this trigger
I don't feel any bigger
I feel small as shit
I mean I bet he's got a family
And he's probably livin' happily
'Til I rolled up here and capped him
I wonder what they think happened
Just some punk fed up with trappin'
Cold-killed their lovin' daddy
It makes me sick inside
Cuz I just wanna hide
A time to take a ride
I need to run away from this pride
I don't wanna die
I don't wanna die
Why'd I make them cry
How will they survive
Man I f*cked up
All for a couple of bucks
God, please come in clutch
I swear I'll never touch another trigger again
As long as I live
Just give me a chance to relive the past hour
I'll change my decision
And spare the life of that poor kid
By the power of love and grace of him
(Trigger)
Amen
Amen
Amen
Amen
Amen
Amen
Amen
Amen
Amen
Amen
Amen
Amen
Amen
