Adam Oh - TORN UP! Lyrics

One more night, I swear I won't exist
It's okay, it's okay-ay
Talk to em, uh
If I go one more night alone it's like I won't exist
I'm so strung out I'm sick of trying to be an optimist
Whether I hit you back that waivers with my confidence
Cause I'm torn up, throw my guts up when I think about it
Hello, how you doin'?
What you been up to, tell me what you pursuing
Man, lately I'm just chilling I've been writing some music
I took a break for a while but now I'm getting back to it, you probably knew it, uh
Yessir, knew you could do it
What you been up turning to when you need some influence?
Well it's rather fortunate, I bottle up and hold it in
And when I need to write music I simply tap into it, there's nothing to it
Woah, is that really good for you? Penning your pain for the fans that adore you
I spit when I internalize cause I know it'll turn your eyes
And you gon call it fire, it's a piece of me that burns alive
If I go one more night alone it's like I won't exist (I won't exi-st)
I'm so strung out I'm sick of trying to be an optimist
Whether I hit you back that waivers with my confidence
Cause I'm torn up, throw my guts up when I think about it
When I'm alone I would say I'm the most dangerous cause (Why?)
Depression and anxiety think they hanging with us (Huh?)
I go to battle with a constant reality-check
And saddle up my personality that doesn't give a f*ck (F*ck)
It's not a healthy one
But he don't give a f*ck
He breaks my options down to giving in or giving up (F*ck him)
And now I'm locked inside a box that I created
And I know it's nothing more than a product of isolation
But I swear I feel the borders around me just like a mime
Only here for so long, why do we try to kill the time?
I tip-toed through my youth like it was enemy lines
I can't change my past but what I'd give to rewind, damn
If I go one more night alone it's like I won't exist (I won't exi-st)
I'm so strung out I'm sick of trying to be an optimist
Whether I hit you back that waivers with my confidence
Cause I'm torn up, throw my guts up when I think about it
One more night, I swear I won't exist
It's okay, it's okay-ay