i can't beg Video (MV)

I
Shouldn't be surprised you up and left
Was just another heart you could collect
Right?

Fine
Could blame it on the time or your confidence
So you could draw a line with some respect
Right?

Been trying to tell ya
We go over again
And over again, oh

You think I couldn't tell that you were
Tryna pretend you weren't second guessing?

Going at it again
Make me feel whole again
But you were in your head
So what can I say to that?
I can't beg someone to want me back

I
Made up my mind before we met
I wouldn't let you past my surfaces
I lost that fight

Why
Would you waste my time with all this shit?
Did I just become something you regret
Tonight?

Been trying to tell ya
We go over again
And over again, oh

You think I couldn't tell that you were
Tryna pretend you weren't second guessing?

Going at it again
Make me feel whole again
But you were in your head
So what can I say to that?
I can't beg someone to want me back

You told me to jump
I knew that I'd fall
But u didn't catch me
When it all went dark

What if I said no?
What if I stayed home?
I'd be left with my thoughts
But I'd still feel less alone

I think of my old self
That's someone I don't know
How could I forget her?
She was my home

I'm assembling walls
I'm thickening my skin
I hope that someday
I'm happy again

Been trying to tell ya
We go over again
And over again, oh

You think I couldn't tell that you were
Tryna pretend you weren't second guessing?

Going at it again
Make me feel whole again
But you were in your head
So what can I say to that?
I can't beg someone to want me back

I can't beg someone to want me back