Deep in my conscious mind
I go in circles over options blind
No way to kill time with its everlasting pain
Pulling all instinct from the right brain
So many choices listed for you
See a pattern maybe its a path for you
Shit maybe I'm not ready for the real world
So my best bet is act like I'm king of the world
Avoiding issues like politicians
Bold but I'm gutted and sinking like the Titanic ship
Come up with reasons only to be tortured
From second guessing what leaves only disorder
I trust you but I don't trust myself
I need a f*cking remedy
Instead of a case closed put him on a shelf
Well don't test me
I've gotta speak on my mind don't rush me
If I ever find a road that's right for me
Then I'll take my chances and I will never look back
Homies wanna know what's the road to success
And how many times can we juggle with the stress
Of living on a road that has no address
And still fail at our best even with a formulaic plan of what's next
I was on track but my thoughts derailed
Pull over when you see a pretty lady in a fine dress
Talk smooth to get her under your spell
And she breaks no sweat
Accept the invitation to play the game like chess
Well don't test me
I've gotta speak on my mind don't rush me
If you feeling in the mood tonight with me
Then shawty we gonna stay up till sunrise carefree
The worst case is when you hold a lotta feelin'
For somebody you feel is one in a million
Even though they wasting my time and there's no heart healin'
There's no going back or shit was I just overthinkin'
Nah trust your gut the message is clear
Dear I fear I've been way too sincere
In a year we ain't gonna persevere I may disappear
Turbulence shaky we crashin' with no landing gear
Yeah don't bother me
I've got better things to worry so don't fall for me
Ima live my life without 'em distractions
Bitch its about time I start fulfilling my passion