Admisity - Clear As Day Lyrics

Well it seems like you fractured my motivation
Couldn't help but feel about this aggravation
So could you give me motivation in a form of a pill?
So I could swallow my pride, never thought I could but still
I never said I can't
I never said I could
Always know where to walk but never knew where I stood
I am not the same as I was before
But the last thing I expect is to be knocked down by a door
'Cause I'm always changing but I'm like a portrait
A painting that pictures a fortress
And it hits me in the forehead
'Cause this portrait has a headache
So I gotta use a different color with a shade that helps me think straight
Didn't need a glock 'cause I shot every feeling that I got and they pop and it gives me shock
But it brings me back, way back and it helps me say
"I can see as clear as day"
I don't
Know why I
Sleep when
Everything is always grey
I want
To wake up
And say
"I can see as clear as day"
You wake up today but long for tomorrow
All those feelings that your missing, now you gotta borrow
A few just to make it through the day but you waste
The hours by the minute, save the seconds for the taste
Full in the mind
Empty in the chest
Being envious is how you eat, you project
Now you vomit the thoughts you used to protect
Your words are on a paper, you wrote it with a pen
You go to the bathroom and stare in the mirror
The way you appear isn't very clear, you're a smear
A smear of fear that clears across the mirror
And you're waiting in fear 'cause your existence is getting weird
I have no piece of mind
You invade my mind
I evade the thoughts that take up all my time
And I wanna gather up all my inspirations so that I can say
"I can see as clear as day"
I don't
Know why I
Sleep when
Everything is always grey
I want
To wake up
And say
"I can see as clear as day"
You're the one who knows me best
So tell me why I'm so depressed
You're the one who knows me best
I don't want to live with regret
You're the one who knows me best
So tell me why I'm so depressed
You're the one who knows me best
I wanna see as clear as day
You're the one who knows me best
And I don't wanna be and I don't wanna see
Right behind my eyes I wanna live right in front of them
I wanna know what it's like to have a different perspective
You're the one who knows me best
And I don't wanna be the person who thought he'd never say
"I'll blind myself from my own past just so I can say"
I don't
Know why I
Sleep when
Everything is always grey
I want
To wake up
And say
"I can see as clear as day"
I don't
Know why I
Sleep when
Everything is always grey
I want
To wake up
And say
"I can see as clear as day"