Admisity - Envy (feat. Mike Stills) Lyrics

I'm spaced out now trying to figure out how
We even got to this place now
Somewhere in between I'm homebound
It's pointless researches for purpose
Not a single person can comprehend the thought of worthless
Um try a lil uh
Vibe like a drum let your heart go 'bum-badda-bum'
I can make it prolong
Sustain for so long
Everlasting if you forget yourself and all your problems
Head phones bumpin'
Volume 100
Bass make my heart race
Ain't hearing nothin'
The bullshit keeps comin'
Feelin' like a pice of shit I wonder if this blunt will help me numb it a bit
So, I light up a few
Spark it up, parked in a car with a view
Darkness surroundin' my thoughts should've knew
The first thought in mind while I'm high is of both me and you and well
You are on my mind
Yeah
All of the time
You
Envy
Contentment
Damn
Envy
You are on my mind
Yeah
Most of the time
You
Envy
Contentment
Oh well
Envy
Well I'm still stoned and still all alone
Feelin' lost in a world that I can't call home
Extra terrestrial, extra depressed
Extra vest strapped on protecting my chest
From another heartbreak, guess its time to move on
How can I be happy if I keep holding on
To the same exact thing that's been keeping me low
One, two, three, four
Now its time to let go
But I continue to reach, hand out
But your arms are crossed
But I get to get a good view right across the room
Catatonic but I'm on it and I want it, cannot stop it
But dammit I wanted to cop it but this illness is chronic
Yuh like a virus minus the sinus
Spineless devices, mindless is I is
The mind is and always is and mine is just priceless
But I am a sucker for some piece of mind, like I said
You are on my mind
Yeah
All of the time
You
Envy
Contentment
Damn
Envy
You are on my mind
Yeah
Most of the time
You
Envy
Contentment
Oh well
Envy
You are just what I need
Can't stress it enough, there's something missin'
She sayin' she's gone
Envy
You are just what I want
I'm calling her bluff, but haven't felt shit
I'm thinkin' she's gone
Envy
You are all up on my mind
So take off your shoes when you go inside
I'm polite, but if life is gonna hand me lemons I want the limelight
I'll squeeze the mic because I want the rhyme tight
You are the one who puts my thoughts in a frenzy
You are plenty, I'm full of it but empty
You are a happiness assembly with no entry
Gently making me trembly, giving me envy
You are on my mind
Yeah
All of the time
You
Envy
Contentment
Damn
Envy
You are on my mind
Yeah
Most of the time
You
Envy
Contentment
Oh well
Envy