My bandaids suffocate
All those around me
I can't seem to get anything right
Not even my own healing
Why are you so mad at me
So frustrated non-communicative
Can you stay
Can you tell me what to change
I've been filling my brain up
With distractions and expectations
Have I tested all your patience
Do you still want to fix this at all
How could I say to your face
That I wish to disappear (sometimes)
I always think of others first
Seems like when I don't, it's immature
I heard the tone in your voices (change)
There's resentment never mentioned
Can you stay
Can you tell me what to change
I've been filling my brain up
With distractions and expectations
Have I tested all your patience
Do you still want to fix this at all
Oh I'm trying
You say you miss me
But we're changing
Why are you leaving me here
Oh I'm sorry
Im losing everything
I just can't heal
In the same place that broke me
Can you stay
Can you tell me what to change
I've been filling my brain up
With distractions and expectations
Have I tested all your patience
Do you still want to fix this at all