It seems like I've lost my place here
Cause while I've been gone, nothing paused
And part of me wants it all back
But the rest knows not to look
Cause I can't help but wonder
Am I living a dream
That isn't meant for me
And I can't help but realize
I'll never know
What's in store for me
Won't you ask what's on my mind
Cause I've been dying to let you in
Pretend you don't have to leave soon
And I won't waste the time you spend
And honestly I'm better off not knowing
And I hate when I get like this
But keep fighting for that same feeling
And we can say all the same things over and over
But you know it won't change anything
The lengths I'd go to feel
Cause I can't help but wonder
Am I living a dream
That isn't mean for me
And I can't help but realize
I'll never know
What's in store for me
No don't wait up if you don't want to
I'm the one who wants you
No don't wait up if you don't want to