[ Featuring TOTEM ]
If you're listening save my soul
Tell me that I'm not alone
When the wind has blown my ship off course
Guide me home
Guide me home
Keelin' over, passin' out up on my nigga's sofa
Hittin' the doja when I told myself I shouldn't be smokin'
Caking with exes when I told myself that shit was over
It's been a minute since I've spent a week completely sober
Every day is getting colder, and I'm only gettin' older
The spliffs is passin and these years ain't passin' any slower
His heart is beating but his spirit might be in a coma
I just slept through October, waitin' for you to show up
Still sippin' whiskey when I know I should be drinkin' water
And I'm seeing double, got two Devils perched on either shoulder
They try to whisper but these angels giving 'em competition
Can't even front man, I'm a hypocrite, don't always listen
Now is it God I'm missing? Is it just these blind addictions?
Is it the Hublots, new clothes, and the liquid ride I'm whippin'?
Cuz somethin' missin' from my torso
Just hope you're listenin', only lord knows
If I die tomorrow
At least I'll know the way
No we won't last forever
So save me from my yesterday's
Still don't know if I do it right
You ever thought of suicide?
Cuz we need God like we need father figures
Someone to catch you when you fall and say "You are my nigga.
And all that hard shit, the knuckle grindin' you go thru?
That's just the plans of my hands tryna mold you."
Don't know if he said it or if I made it up
Cuz I don't think I pray enough
