Afraid of Destiny - Killed by Life Lyrics

It is in these moments of pain
When I understand that my existence is futile
And that this has tormented me since birth
Making me believe that someone needed me
This is the truth
You, life, made me suffer for too long
Now I'm over. I'm over forever
The lesions that you left on me are too serious
To be left open by you
One last time I cry bitter tears
One last time I suffer because of you
One last time I close in myself
One last time I take conscience of what I will do
The feeling of the blade that cuts my skin
Is better than what you made me feel
The times you betrayed me are infinite
And you made me feel sick, deluding myself