After School Trauma Club - The Hardest Part Lyrics

They said hold on, the storm will have to break
It's still raining, I haven't gone outside in three days
I'm stuck, in the biggest rut, the biggest one I've dug
I started when I was young, I can't do it anymore
Don't you f*cking tell me that time will heal my wounds
All time will ever do is steal the breath and joy from you
(No! Time won't heal my wounds! Whoa-oh oh)
(Oh! It'll take everything from you!)
Not everything is easy, no matter what they say
There are battles you can't win, demons you can't slay
You can pray all you want, and maybe hope can save the day
But listen kid, there are things in life that you just can't change
I watch the clock tick, but the hours move slow
Spent my whole life trippin, now there's nothing to show
Staring at the truth, but it's buried too deep
Can't tell if I'm broken or I put myself to sleep
Was it sabotage, or did I just not care?
Now I'm haunted by the fear, that cold, endless stare
Death waits in the shadows, and I'm feelin' the weight
Loved ones driftin' away, man, I'm always too late
Every choice that I made, did I wreck my own lane?
Or was it fate just laughing, playin' tricks on my brain?
I've been losing myself, but I'm prayin' for time
Wish I could rewind, hit reset, and redesign
I'm beggin' the clock, yo, give me one more chance
Let me break the chains, let me change my stance
I'm tired of fallin, let me rise from this pit
Defy the hourglass before it all slips
Not everything is easy, no matter what they say
There are battles you can't win, demons you can't slay
You can pray all you want, and maybe hope can save the day
But listen kid, there are things in life that you just can't change
We all meet the end, no matter the fight
It's written in the stars, hidden in the night
I'm told to stay strong, to keep up the fight
But no one tells you that it's alright
To crumble, to break when it's all too much
When the weight of forever is a bit too tough
I suffer up to fight or decide pass with a sigh
Or just hold to it when they're no manners
Yeah
We all meet the end, no matter the fight
It's written in the stars, hidden in the night
I'm told to stay strong, to keep up the fight
But no one tells you that it's alright
To crumble, to break when it's all too much
When the weight of forever is apparently tight
You can thank your stars, you won't turn to fight
Or find metal in field with your family in sight
Not everything is easy, no matter what they say
There are battles you can't win, demons you can't slay
You can pray all you want, and maybe hope can save the day
But listen kid, there are things in life that you just can't change
And that's the hardest part
There are some things in life you just can't change
And that's the hardest part
There are some things in life you just can't change
And that's the hardest part
There are some things in life you just can't change
And that's the hardest part