After School Trauma Club - The Kicker Lyrics

But the words, they don't come
Haphazard and undone
Screaming out, unsure of why
Each line feels like a lie
The more I try, the more I fail
Caught inside this endless jail
It shouldn't be this hard
To say what I am thinking
But the page is always blank
If I could manage just a couple words
Well, I don't know what it would change
I doubt it'd change anything
At all
A waste of space
A waste of time
The truth is that it never gets easier
A waste of space
A waste of time
The truth is that it never gets easier
It doesn't matter what you try
Poured my whole heart into this
And have nothing left to give
I'm all burnt out, what I thought I had
Was never even mine in the first place
A waste of space
A waste of time
The truth is that it never gets easier
A waste of space
A waste of time
The truth is that it never gets easier
Poured my whole heart into this
Now I have nothing left to give
All burnt out, not a thing to show for it
Everything I thought I had earned
Well the kicker is, it was never even mine
Kicker is it was never even mine
My skull is just a cage
Trapping my anxiety
Sometimes it spills out
In the form of mediocrity
If it's just a matter of time
I guess I'm out of mine
Poured my whole heart into this
Now I have nothing left to give
All burnt out, not a thing to show for it
Everything I thought I had earned
Well the kicker is, it was never even mine
Kicker is it was never even mine
With every step I take
I start to feel the weight
Of every bad decision
If I could go back again
I'd do it all the same
For the lack of understanding
Of how I got here in the first place
Every day I see them
Everyone else, just moving on
But here I stand, still trying
To make sense of what went wrong
If I could manage just a couple words
Well, I don't know what it would change
I doubt it'd change anything
...At all